Dec 30 2008
Take It Slow and Let It Grow
I started this devotional blog with the lofty intention of writing frequently, at least once a day. It was easy to do that when I have The Purpose Driven Life as a starting point. I would read one chapter a day for 40 days, hoping the 6 weeks writing schedule will make it a habit for me. As the months go by, my schedules at work and home started to pile up. They affected my daily commitment. I became complacent after a while. Now, it’s lucky if I even write once a week! This is not good. I could see it in my daily life too. I became agitated easily. I became increasingly forgetful how God has been good to me. I’m beginning to take interest in secular music that has absolutely no spiritual value. I sometimes forget to pray. I even make a quick prayer before meals without clasping my hands, closing my eyes, nor bowing my head.
Another words, my lifestyle is no longer holy or Saint like. I’m not producing the fruits of the Holy Spirit because I had not been letting it control my life. I’ve been taking matters into my own hands. I want to be in control and do whatever I want. I should know better because in the past, I was never able to control my own future. I let peer pressure dictate my decisions. I let lust control my relationship. I let pride get in the way of finding true and caring friends. I didn’t have any goals or real purpose in life.
Now, God has equipped me with the talents to plant the seeds properly. I shall not let the seeds fall on hard soil, where it won’t take much root. I shall not let the seeds fall on weeds, where it won’t grow as much. I must find the good soil, where the seeds can take root and grow without anything stifling it. I believe it means slowly finding a way of reading the word, so that they’ll take root in my heart. It means I clear my life from the distractions of this world that can hinder my growth.
I’ll need to get back to basics, be less ambitious, and know my limits. I believe God will show me the way if I just ask. I’ve already open my mind, heart, and soul. I just have to make sure I slowly walk towards His glory.
Thank you Jesus for coming to this earth and die for our sins. You have shown me the ultimate way to sow the seeds of life: By sacrificing your life. Your love for us is great and can not be equalled. But teach me, Lord, to be as good as you. Teach me your ways. I’m ready to learn it all again. Let your birth be the mark of my spiritual renewal. I don’t want to forget your sacrifice. I want to grow and be holy again. In your name. Amen.
